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Advises are good. 

People give advises to help, isn't?

Hence advises should be helpful.

Definitely should be good.

But,

It is hard to swallow. Sometimes. 

And i guess that this is the time, where the 'sometime' hit me well. 

"Oh Allah, if he's meant to be for me, eases everything for us. If it's not, please let this feeling leaves us in ease."

And, the after effect of me practicing it these days, makes me scared.  

I don't know if it's a hint. I'm not sure if the result is showing.

But as for now, I'm avoiding all the possible thoughts because 




I'm scared.  


"Takpelah kakra, if korang ada jodoh. If ada, terpisah 10 tahun jumpa balik"

"So complicated. Couple dengan kitorang jelah senanggg"

"Tulah, patutnya doa macam ni, Kalau dia bukan jodoh aku, tak kira! Matikanlah jodohnya. Hahahha"

I don't know why my friends are like this do. Adeh. 

*******
But. 

Even if it's written that we aren't created for each other, i wish that He'll grant you happiness with whomever that can understand you better. Someone that worth you the best.

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