Too Good At Goodbye..

You must think that I'm stupid

You must think that I'm a fool

You must think that I'm new to this

But I have seen this all before

I'm never gonna let you close to me

Even though you mean the most to me

'Cause every time I open up, it hurts

So I'm never gonna get too close to you

Even when I mean the most to you

In case you go and leave me in the dirt

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry

And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry

And every time you walk out, the less I love you

Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

I'm way too good at goodbyes

I know you're thinking I'm heartless

I know you're thinking I'm cold

I'm just protecting my innocence

I'm just protecting my soul

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UTP ?

Alhamdulillah dah tak jakun tengok Chancellor Hall. *** “Kenapa amik science stream? Kau patut sastera weh. Serious cakap.” ‘Sebab sastera takde biology’ “Nak amik medic?” ‘Tak. Saja suka biology.’ *** “Dah decide nak futher course apa?” ‘Tak. Ntah pening. SPM dulu.’ *** “UPU isi apa?” ‘Uia’ “Kenapa?” ‘Saja’ “Please duh.” ‘Sebab ada arab.’ “Kau pandai arab?” ‘Tak’ “Dahtu?” ‘Sebab tak pandailah nak amik arab’ …. “Course?” ‘Into Islamic Finance’ “Rugi. Better ACCA. Job prospect wider.” ‘Don’t care’ *** “Saya kaunselor” ‘Oh hai’ “Awak mohon apa?” ‘Finance’ “Engineering tak minat?” ‘Macam tak’ “Sains fizikal?” ‘Tak sangat’ “Saya cadangkan amik ukur bahan” ‘Apa tu?’ “Macam engineering jugak.” ‘Saya nak finance’ “Owh boleh jugak. Tapi engineering pun okay” ‘Owh Takpe, saya nak finance’ *** “Dah mohon scholarship?” ‘Tak. Banyak...

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Kehadiran. Mungkin tak diundang. Mungkin dinanti datang. Mungkin dihalau pulang. Tapi Kehadiran. Tetap datang dengan cahaya. Tetap datang dengan berita. Tetap datang membawa bahagia. Andai kehadiran. Datang tak diundang. Pergi yang dihalang. Redhakan dengan ikhlas. Sebab semua kan terbalas.

Dumb choice

I wish I've never fall for you. Never open my heart. Because my first love makes me don't wanna experience any love in the future. Because my first experience only reminds me on how unworthy i can be as a person. It hurts. And it will always hurt. I wish i can forget all the memories that we've shared. But shit, i can't. Because you'll never get to forget every first encounter in your life. You'll never remember how many times you've visited a place, but you'll never forget when was the first time you went to a place. You might not remember how many times you've been hospitalised, but you'll remember when was the first time you've been warded. That's how much this memory haunts my life.

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