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Meh

Ever heard of giving up? Ever feel like doing it?

I feel like I do.

As if the whole world couldn't understand you. They are all going againts you. No matter how close they are to you, they just couldn't understand. 

Even sometimes, they are the one who pushed you to the limit. 

Well then, that is it. 

This is not a depression-symptom suicidal thoughts yada yada just, a random rebellions in me. 

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Anonymous said…
we share the same thought

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