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“ Am I a lab rat? Oh please, somebody help me! I mean, help us ”-Ira,2016 *** It was my first time having a medical check up. Yea, of course I’m feeling a little bit excited, okay no. a little bit nervous is way proper maybe. Because it was my first time! And my day started quite funny. Yaa too funny. I ended up terlanggar signboard hospital yang sebesar alam tu. I did wonder where did I put my eyes. But, things already happened. Okay back to the main idea. *** I’m going to talk about the blood test. Because, something happened during the test. “Assalamualaikum” I didn’t knock the door because it was opened already. And there was a man, a young man I mean. He was in a blue coat or maybe a blue uniform, I forgot already. But the main thing is, it was blue. “Waalaikumussalam, adik duduk dulu ye” I sat on the chair and began to observe every little details that he was writing in the form. Basically, he was calculating my BMI. “18 Tahun kan?” “Erm ye...

“Challenge yourself with new surrounding. Then only you’ll know your strengths and abilities ”-Ira,2016  This post is dedicated specially to those who requested. Saya tak mampu nak taip panjang dalam whatsapp. Typo maharaja maharani semua jadi. Nah cerita kat sini. To Asyaf, Khairiah, Aqilah, Zaimah and 'Izzah.. All the best for your iv and hope this will help a little bit. It was my first time experience. So let me first tell you, frankly speaking, I am so dead nervous for the interview session. Because hello, I’m gonna speak with strangers whom should be called as sir or miss or whatsoever, in English! I rarely speak English for sure. Well I did use  “I don’t think so” “I see” “Well I don’t know”.  But for sure, these aren’t going to help me speak fluently during that day. But, yeah. Let’s give a try ! ******** 5th of April 2016, Tuesday. “What kind of day is coming? Too...

" Allah sampaikan pesanan dan peringatan kepada diri ini melalui hambanya sebagai pengantara "-Ira,2016. 19th of April 2016. It was a calm and peace night. Thank you for all the concerns. He knows that i'm going to live a life in dots dots dots, which is far million away from where we are. He gave me some advices. Lots of good advices. They are very familiar with the surrounding of my soon, study institution. So, let me share a few of them with any of you who is interested.  **** "Bila dah duduk sana, atau mana-manalah tempat baru. Jaga kata-kata. Jangan suka-suka cakap lepas. Jaga hati,perasaan orang lain." **** "Kita tak kenal hati budi semua orang. Hati-hati dengan semua orang. Orang sakitkan kita, pahit mana pun. Telan. Jangan luah. Jangan sampai kita sakitkan orang lain balik." **** "Bina dan jaga benteng & perisai diri. Tu paling penting. Kuatnya benteng-benteng tu, InshaAllah kita terjaga."  **** "...

Bilamana aku   memandang luaran yang zahir, maka engkau aku sanjung. Bilamana aku terpandang   yang tersimpan di sebalik sakit pedih,…………………..aku kagum ”-Ira,2016. Engkau dan keluarga, biasa orangnya. Bukanlah dato’ bukanlah yang ditunduk. Tapi ada satu yang kalian simpan jauh buat aku mencari. Aku jadi ingin kaji. Apa inti keluarga ini. Apa isi rahsia pada si mithali. Dari besar setapak tangan, kini besar sekangkang gajah. Satu-satu terobek sendiri. Tak perlu aku kaji. Cukup dengan memerhati. Yang dicari muncul sendiri. Unik, nah untuk kau. Sakit perit pedih kau bertalu sejak dulu. Muram resah gelisah kau tak sekali aku tau. Engkau dan keluarga kau, bukan mereka yang biasa-biasa. Umpama dato, tan sri segala. Mewah pakai, makan dan harta. Cucu cicit dah dijanji kesenangan dunia. Dalam senyap kau senang. Ada yang iri memasang dengki. Engkau dan keluarga kau lalu diuji. Jatuh rebah ke kerak bumi. Engkau dan keluarga, kini si rakyat jelata. Bukan dato’, tan sri segala. Mewah ka...