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S.T.U.P.I.D

We're almost reaching 4 months. 
4 bulan mungkin sikit, tapi dalam 4 bulan, ada lebih kurang 120 hari 
And everyday in 120 days, I'm missing you. 

Missing something that is no longer mine. 
I'm fine.
I'm not hurting.
I was killed. 

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Kehadiran. Mungkin tak diundang. Mungkin dinanti datang. Mungkin dihalau pulang.  Tapi Kehadiran. Tetap datang dengan cahaya. Tetap datang dengan berita. Tetap datang membawa bahagia. Andai kehadiran. Datang tak diundang. Pergi yang dihalang. Redhakan dengan ikhlas. Sebab semua kan terbalas.