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27th of February 2019


Happy 21st birthday to the one and only person who keep on reminding me to love myself better, every time. 

"May you grow stronger towards the betterment of life & hereafter.Thank you for coming out into this world on February. I feel much younger than you and I am so happy for that. Semoga dipermudahkan setiap urusan & sentiasa dalam lindungan Allah"

On 22nd of February 2018, 





Cepat betul nak mengalah kan, tak patut betul.

And I started to know you better after that. 

Ok jujur ok jujur. Ade satu hari tu, orang tu kata "Aku garang". And all I can think of is, I already met one of the Msia's endangered tiger (read: habislah dia ni garang omg omg omg I am dead). But days later and months later, and even now, I don't think that I've met an endangered tiger. 

Actually I met a cat. Only that you don't move around on your 4 legs. And you are cuter


 A cat that can help to ease my pains and whenever I am in need.
A cat that can be so lovely.
And also so grumpy when I let it alone by itself for the whole day.
And a cat that can meowing (read:bising) all the time telling stories about life, blabbering on the importance of having a proper meal, giving supports to that one particular broken-hearted human especially as soon after she got a lower mark than anybody else in this world and etcc. 
In brief, I've met a rare cat. 

The thing is, as soon as I got to know you better, I discovered a lot of wonderful things about you. 

Keep on being you. Thank you for being you. And another thank you for giving me the access card to discover these lot of wonderful hidden things inside this rare cat. 

Congratulation for being 21. May everything be eased for you. May you be filled with happiness and kindness every day, every night, every late night, every evening and every seconds in your life.

Hai, saya sengaja tak wish malam-malam, because I know, mesti ingat orang lupa dia lahir bila. Hello, baik sikit. Sengaja acah-acah tak ingat sebab rasa macam dah lama tak tengok orang tu merajuk. Hehe sorry bos. 

 Lastly, I am sorry for all the hurts that I've done to you. 

Bye pak cik tua! :)


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