Love story. Ain't love story.

Love story,

I guess that last night's dream affects me quite severely. I guess that it was a very good love story that I almost wanted to live in it. I guess that I'm going crazy.

Definitely.

Ever heard about that fast beating heart?

It just happened! My heart was beating so fast, SO FAST! That I almost thought that I'm gonna lose my breath some time soon but not.

Well on a side note, yes, final is approaching, But, I don't think that is the main reason over this unplanned 'band' in my heart.

Time to think. And yes, my study effort was on hold. I need to know the reason.

I need to know why am I like this. OMG help.

Few minutes of thinking,

"5 minit sampai"

OMG that was the reason. God knows how fast the beats accelerated, how crazy I can be over this sudden rare-phenomenon. God knows.

Funny that,

This is not my first time meeting him.

This beating things has never happened.

And

This is just a normal nasi delivery!

Ain't a date though. Funny funny funny.

What's funnier?

It beats for nothing.

We don't even do the talking.

We-with the serious looking face-no smile-no hye.

And i'm questioning my heart right now.

Why are you getting excited over nothing,my dear.

And hey, did I sounded like disappointed for not being able to see that one smile that I wished for? Maybe.

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UTP ?

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Berpaksikan kenangan.

Kehadiran. Mungkin tak diundang. Mungkin dinanti datang. Mungkin dihalau pulang. Tapi Kehadiran. Tetap datang dengan cahaya. Tetap datang dengan berita. Tetap datang membawa bahagia. Andai kehadiran. Datang tak diundang. Pergi yang dihalang. Redhakan dengan ikhlas. Sebab semua kan terbalas.

Dumb choice

I wish I've never fall for you. Never open my heart. Because my first love makes me don't wanna experience any love in the future. Because my first experience only reminds me on how unworthy i can be as a person. It hurts. And it will always hurt. I wish i can forget all the memories that we've shared. But shit, i can't. Because you'll never get to forget every first encounter in your life. You'll never remember how many times you've visited a place, but you'll never forget when was the first time you went to a place. You might not remember how many times you've been hospitalised, but you'll remember when was the first time you've been warded. That's how much this memory haunts my life.

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