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Love story. Ain't love story.

Love story,

I guess that last night's dream affects me quite severely. I guess that it was a very good love story that I almost wanted to live in it. I guess that I'm going crazy.

Definitely.


Ever heard about that fast beating heart? 
It just happened! My heart was beating so fast, SO FAST! That I almost thought that I'm gonna lose my breath some time soon but not. 

Well on a side note, yes, final is approaching, But, I don't think that is the main reason over this unplanned 'band' in my heart. 

 Time to think. And yes, my study effort was on hold. I need to know the reason. 

I need to know why am I like this. OMG help.

Few minutes of thinking,

"5 minit sampai"

OMG that was the reason. God knows how fast the beats accelerated, how crazy I can be over this sudden rare-phenomenon. God knows. 

Funny that,

This is not my first time meeting him.
This beating things has never happened.
And 
This is just a normal nasi delivery!

Ain't a date though. Funny funny funny.

What's funnier?

It beats for nothing. 
We don't even do the talking.
We-with the serious looking face-no smile-no hye.

And i'm questioning my heart right now.






Why are you getting excited over nothing,my dear.






And hey, did I sounded like disappointed for not being able to see that one smile that I wished for? Maybe. 

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