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Alhamdulillah dah tak jakun tengok Chancellor Hall. *** “Kenapa amik science stream? Kau patut sastera weh. Serious cakap.” ‘Sebab sastera takde biology’ “Nak amik medic?” ‘Tak. Saja suka biology.’ *** “Dah decide nak futher course apa?” ‘Tak. Ntah pening. SPM dulu.’ *** “UPU isi apa?” ‘Uia’ “Kenapa?” ‘Saja’ “Please duh.” ‘Sebab ada arab.’ “Kau pandai arab?” ‘Tak’ “Dahtu?” ‘Sebab tak pandailah nak amik arab’ …. “Course?” ‘Into Islamic Finance’ “Rugi. Better ACCA. Job prospect wider.” ‘Don’t care’ *** “Saya kaunselor” ‘Oh hai’ “Awak mohon apa?” ‘Finance’ “Engineering tak minat?” ‘Macam tak’ “Sains fizikal?” ‘Tak sangat’ “Saya cadangkan amik ukur bahan” ‘Apa tu?’ “Macam engineering jugak.” ‘Saya nak finance’ “Owh boleh jugak. Tapi engineering pun okay” ‘Owh Takpe, saya nak finance’ *** “Dah mohon scholarship?” ‘Tak. Banyak...

Dia pernah pesan dengan aku, “Satu saat bilamana aku jatuh, ajarkan aku cara untuk bangkit. Ingatkan aku, sebab-sebab untuk aku bangkit” Tapi betul kata orang. Manusia mudah lupa. Buktinya, aku lupa siapa orangnya. (omg so lame) Tapi pesan tu, masih aku pegang. Masih aku simpan. (Siapa-siapa yang jatuh nanti, InshaAllah aku tolong. Tapi kalau jatuh kerusi, give me 2 minutes to enjoy the scene. Ok sis gurau) *** Ni aku nak tanya, “Kalian pernah jatuh?” (omg ‘kalian’ so sastera) Eh cmon, aku pernah jatuh. Dia pernah jatuh. Mereka pernah jatuh. Tak mustahil kalian juga jatuh. See? Annoying kan aku? *** Jatuh bangun aku. Tak kisahlah terlentang ke terduduk. Selalu aku simpan sorang je. Sebab tau dah, manusia ni kalau dia tak keji, kalau tak dia ejek, dia gelakkan punya. Benda tu normal, aku pernah rasa. So kau, jangan down sangat. Lek tenang-tenang, teh secawan. *** Ni aku nak pesan, dalam biology,fasa pembentukan manusia ni banyak. Ade lag ph...

" Ada masa , kau cuma perlu dengar pendapat mereka , diam dan hadam . Kekuatan tu dicari bukan diberi sesuka hati ."- Ira,2016. ***" " Seriously Econs kat Uia?! Weyy bestnya!Tabah kesayangan. Jangan nanges.Tapi econss.Wah! Environment uia.Bestnya! Takpe ingat Allah tak saja saja atur perancangan.Kau gak cakap dgn aku.Semoga ada ibrah disebaliknya. Okay at first, semua bidang yg Allah dah tetapkan dari azali memang untuk kita. Memang dalam universiti, pergantungan kita pada Allah sangat tinggi kak ra.Kakra kene ingat. Dia yang pilih kita untuk jalan ni.Takde bidang yg senang dalam dunia ni even diorang passion sngt dngan sesuatu bidang tu. They also have to struggle. Dan yg paling penting, Allah tahu niat kita. Dia akan tolong kita.Sesusah mana kita fikir, kalau Allah kata permudahkan untuk hamba aku ni.Takde satu benda boleh halang. Kunfayakun!! Takda jalan kat dunia yg mudah. Jangan tengok orang kat luar. End of this, kita yg kene la...

"Kita namakan dia Qawiy. Sebab mata dia sakit. Semoga dia kuat untuk hidup. Dapt lawan sakit tu. Maksud Qawiy kan kuat? "- Ira,2016. *** 2014, Hey baby, u're born pagi-pagi. Tapi, takda siapa peduli. Sampailah satu hari, hujan lebat meratah lantai bumi. "Kakak, anak kucing kat belakang tu bising" "Memanglah, belakang takda atap. Basah kuyup." "Amiklah letak depan" Hey baby, i take your all brothers and sisters togethor with your mummy to the front porch. But still, your mum was scared of the strong thunder. "Comel tak nak duduk luar. Dia masuk dalam ni" "Eh keluarkan !" Hey baby, your mum was a very degil one. I had no choice. Akak buka payung, letak tepi bakul. Niatnya, tak nak kasi tempias hujan. Jangan kata akak tak payung.  Sekali toleh eh, Comel dah masuk bakul. 'Okay lega .' Kakak angkat kaki nak masuk rumah. Lagi seminit nak buka pintu, eh Comel dah dulu depan pintu. Hey baby,...

"Ikhlaskan setiap perbuatan kita. If we're really meant to be there, InshaAllah everything will be eased. Yang penting, ikhas. Usaha. Yang lain, Allah urus."- Ira,2016 *** ' Dah habis sekolah?' "Yea" 'Nak masuk mana nanti?' "Hati awak jelah " *** None of my friends knew what i'm going to pursue soon in my studies. I talked about a lot of professions. All includes Human Resource, Hotel Management, Education and etc. Ended up, all of them confused by all of the so many professions i want to go into. *** 2016 'Management' I planned to go into that field. And, i'm going to go futher into Finance. Or should i say Islamic Finance? Yea, something that people are not so fond of. 'Islamic? Tak merasalah kerja dengan tauke cina besar. Tauke cina besar gaji masyuk what' 'Why not Accounting? The pay is way better i guess.' This is one of the so many reasons why i keep my final decision under my mouth. ...

“ Am I a lab rat? Oh please, somebody help me! I mean, help us ”-Ira,2016 *** It was my first time having a medical check up. Yea, of course I’m feeling a little bit excited, okay no. a little bit nervous is way proper maybe. Because it was my first time! And my day started quite funny. Yaa too funny. I ended up terlanggar signboard hospital yang sebesar alam tu. I did wonder where did I put my eyes. But, things already happened. Okay back to the main idea. *** I’m going to talk about the blood test. Because, something happened during the test. “Assalamualaikum” I didn’t knock the door because it was opened already. And there was a man, a young man I mean. He was in a blue coat or maybe a blue uniform, I forgot already. But the main thing is, it was blue. “Waalaikumussalam, adik duduk dulu ye” I sat on the chair and began to observe every little details that he was writing in the form. Basically, he was calculating my BMI. “18 Tahun kan?” “Erm ye...